Grown - Ups
22nd April 2010

So I read Tavi’s post about Sassy magazine, and i feel like she crawled into my head and read the squiggles of my brain.
In addition, everything she said about the underdog being cool is so crazily true. I mean honestly, I WAS WEIRD FIRST! Gosh! Lol, but honestly i just don’t get it how the same girls who tormented me through middle school can wear thrifted clothes. Why wasn’t it okay when I did it? I don’t know, but something about this whole “Golly, im such a nerd!” thing pisses me off. I am a nerd, and it isn’t cute, it isn’t optional, it’s LIFE. So this trend kind of feels like a nation wide teasing of legitimate geeks. Like myself. Gahhhhhh!!!!!!! People who throw on geek glasses and camera-whore seem to think “geek” is an outfit, or a game. It’s not even a lifestyle choice. It’s luck of the draw. There are so many levels of geek, and many don’t even wear glasses!
I would classify myself as the fearless geek. I am a nerd because I am really open, and it freaks people out. I think. Maybe. I’m not quite sure actually. But my hypothesis is that I have pride in grammar and am not afraid to make obscure references to Harry Potter and Harold and Maude, and i wear dirty jeans, and I laugh too loud and i get nervous around guys and I swim like a worm possibly is off-putting or alarming. Basically, I wear my personality like I wear my hair, all over the place. I can’t hide myself and when it comes to my emotions, my face is easier to read than the adjectives on the cover of Seventeen magazine.
I genuinely take pride in being unique though. I like that I am strange in ways that no one else is. I just don’t like that the whole freaking world has decided to jump on the crazy-cool-ieatcookiedoughforbrekkiewannamess? bandwagon. I was having more fun by myself!
On another note, I just wanted to say that I hope Obama does something about crazy teachers. They don’t deserve tenure if they are outright mean to students.
Speaking of things I hate …
Things I hate about adults:
1. Many think it is their duty to crush your dreams, if you don’t wanna cry, then they’re doing something wrong
2. They don’t like it when you are successful, it makes them angry that you are not as horrible as they were when they were your age.
3. Many take themselves too seriously.
4. They instill bad values in children.
5. They messed around and now my generation is stuck with one hell of an icky planet to clean up. So. Not. Fair.
6. They forget that teenagers are tired and have feelings. We do not only care about Facebook and hooking up. Excessive homework is not required to keep me from becoming a teen mom. (Being treated like a human being by adults would surely suffice.)
Alright, I think that sums up my feelings sufficiently. I now have five hours of restless sleep and two huge tests to look forward too. Thank you God for this brainchild you call High School.